An unwanted uneasiness.
This energy circulates around my veins.
What other people might find insane
Has been a truth for the last few days.
Sitting lost in thought
With my head feeling heavier and heavier
With the anxiety building up like a tower.
How? When? Who?
Questions I ask myself
An intangible fog disrupting my clarity of thought
Knowing the answers yet unable to take rest.
Some things are unexplained.
The clattering of the teeth
Inside me, a warmth and a sudden heat
Want to drown out of the scene
Before anyone notices how “strange” I have been
Trying to take
Three deep breaths.
Shouldn’t be a problem in this perfectly fresh air.
Yet I struggle to do so.
But there is a hope.
The source of fear is within me and in my control.
Not in a place
These are just temporary feelings.
And I have to start believing
That they will soon be leaving.